i don't know ..
don't know what to do.
what's in the future is so faded..
many times I tell the people around me
be brave be strong..

and many times I pray to God to make me stronger..
but why did he choose this..

i'd remember those words that always rung in my head..
' she never experience _________________________ before..'

i don't want it to come..
im afraid to face it..
but i know i must..

ah....... ah..... ah......

to my dearest someone,

you brought me the light of the world. you gave me the will to survive,
the hope to live and emotions to laugh and cry.
you embraced me in your arms when i felt alone, and worry for me
as I walked the wrong path. despite the darkness I always give..
you were always there..............

right now i feel so afraid....
please be strong for me
and i want to be strong for you too.

i love you........................

watch me over again;-
8:18 AM;