yaawn*;-

sorry for my infrequent blogging...
and i cant believe michelle actually tracked down my bloggie ! =D


thanks michelle I will study hard de =)

think i'd be changing my blog again soon, after exams..
this time with more frequent posts .. ;)
can't really post with a blog title so un-special, hahaha.

can't waaait for holidaaaaaays...
yaaaaaay.

sleep, here I come !

dont' think i'd do well for mid year too..
*sigh* its too late but there's always time for nxt half year and
most important o'lvls =D

hmm, to the person who is very down;-

you are not the only one =)


life is full of ups and downs
despite parturition we moan & frown
go ahead; pick yourself up-
and turn your life around

smile- because its all worthwhile
laugh- since we have come so far
cry- and end it with a silent roar
move on- even if it means riding a horse

the four Fs that root us all
Family, Friends, Fortune and Fame
the seeds of your strength and tears;-
for you to grow and overcome fears

whats' a life without problems,
and dreams without hopes?
after all,
this life-
is a passing
dream...

what follows after that?
its..
eternal eternal eternal eternal eternal..

watch me over again;-
8:06 AM;

topic : confessions of who is in friendship list o_o

in no order of merit,
i love...
xiu yi.

i love...
joyce tan, joyce ng.

i love...
yvonne teo.

i love...
hannah ong.

i love...
yi kai.

i love...
nicholas lim [eh friends only, yvonne dont jealous =) lol.]

i love...
gamaliel ma

i love...
jin xuan

i love...
li gao shang

i love...
kang ming

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i like...
sara, ka shun

i like...
tian tian, candy, le qi

i like...
ernie

i like...
madelyn

i like...
shi ying

i like...
sin ren
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i ok with...
ynex, yuiki, yvonne tay, vivian, kang yu...

i ok with...
merton...

i ok with...
amanda...

i ok with...
hmm

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i dislike...
jj...

i dislike...
jj...
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i hate....
>_<


ok.. its very hard to differentiate the part on 'like, ok with and dislike'..

please tell me what is taking place
cos' i can't seem to find a trace
guess it must have got away somehow?

probably cause i always forget,
everytime someone tells me THE NAME,
it always gotta be the same....

i dislike being sick, especially at a time like this..
makes me feel so moody.......... roaaah...
its better to shift all my 'sick schedules' into june holidays or december holidays..

then i can stay at home sweet home and sleep.. ^_^
then 'those who' ask me out i can find excuse to ' fly from them ' le...
yawn..

watch me over again;-
7:37 AM;

STOP your selfishness and STOP being self-centered!

how many 'thank you' have you said to people,
and how many 'sorry' too?

most of the times you take things for granted,
like they are MEANT for you.

please wake up..
they can't stand it,
she can't stand it..
and i'm almost there too..

watch me over again;-
8:40 AM;

watch me over again;-
6:53 AM;

i don't know ..
don't know what to do.
what's in the future is so faded..
many times I tell the people around me
be brave be strong..

and many times I pray to God to make me stronger..
but why did he choose this..

i'd remember those words that always rung in my head..
' she never experience _________________________ before..'

i don't want it to come..
im afraid to face it..
but i know i must..

ah....... ah..... ah......

to my dearest someone,

you brought me the light of the world. you gave me the will to survive,
the hope to live and emotions to laugh and cry.
you embraced me in your arms when i felt alone, and worry for me
as I walked the wrong path. despite the darkness I always give..
you were always there..............

right now i feel so afraid....
please be strong for me
and i want to be strong for you too.

i love you........................

watch me over again;-
8:18 AM;

today marmie said something which is very meaningful,

'' life has no meaning.''

that's why i thought it was very meaningful .



without meaning,
you don't have to know why you are living.

search for that purpose? search for that reason?
you'd never find it.

just like when someone asks you,
'why do you love your family, why do you love her, why do you love him?'

most people simply say ' i don't know ';-

so just live your life,
and just love whoever you need to love.

its a choice;-
don't be afraid ..
because nobody is ever a lone.

never alone.

watch me over again;-
6:41 AM;

Today is Holy Thursday/Maundy Thursday, or at least it is what us Christians call it is. (=

It was also Chung Cheng's sports day.. kinda' boring because there were no cheers except
"3 cheers for yellow house" O_O


right, took a photo of wenlin and hannah.

the munching camel united with the yellow banana!



hannah curling up into a banana.


yes, shermie taking phooto with wenlin (=

joyce ng didn't want to take a photo, *sob*


and secretly took a photo of norvin. he can RUN fast!


right... the sports day was really boring =X
peiying's sports day is still the best for me ! *cheers*

i remembered them singing 'spongebob squarepants'
as a cheer. hahaha.
and with all those mascots all that..
that, is what i called a 'sports day'. =)

watch me over again;-
9:42 PM;

Hello,
*hears some people grumbling*

okay okay... this is really my last time changing blog liao okay?! XD

someone shouted : how many 'last times' is last time ar?!
haha.. sorry for the inconvenience caused lah...
i need a nice blog name to have inspiration for posting of my thoughts (:

and thanks to HANNAH~ and L for this name.

first things first, congratulations to chinese orchestra..
for achieving GOLD in SYF!

the rest of us all now so stress..
*sigh* had chinese dance today, tried our new costumes.

starring hannah the yellow juicy big thick hairy banana.
=)



i had to stuff myself into the clothes, realised that i put on a lot of weight.
*note: not a good sign, especially for dancers.

but i like my hairstyle.

*hears everyone saying," walao why you cut ur hair?! " *
lol. two possible reasons.
1. i'm weird.
2. i'm strange.

=) but i like trying on new stuff.. except anything green [pinpoints to vegetable]


right. i realised how Esther has grown tremendously through this two years.



i thought,
' i want to be like that . '

independent, but hmm.. not to the point where ignorance and arrogance comes in. (=

and not to the point where she puts make-up every other time she steps out of the house!
natural beauty is always the best (:

right, she's seventeen.
i'm fifteen.
i have two years to grow too, yay! =)


question of the day:
do you realised that adolescents who fall in love or OUT of love talk like this,
' iie lurbb euu. we'dd bee togethher 1314. harrts <33>

why? =)

watch me over again;-
7:46 AM;